1. |
Reality Smackdown
07:19
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Once upon a time
I believed in all your lies
But they didn't change my life
Until I had crossed a line
When we couldn't see it through
Then I had to cut you loose
In the end we all were bruised
And the winners only lose
Beauty is a useful illusion
You can use it to get what you want
But when the truth comes out it's confusing
And everyone can see what you are
Your beauty is a useful illusion
I know you use it to get what you want
But when the truth comes out it's confusing
And everyone can see what you are
When it gets ugly
(And oh my, it is ugly)
Now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
All things have to end
Until they are born again
In the flames of former sins
That will never leave your head
Cause you can't escape the lens
People choose to see you in
If we cannot make amends
We were never really friends
Beauty is a useful illusion
You can use it to get what you want
But when the truth comes out it's confusing
And everyone can see what you are
Your beauty is a useful illusion
I know you use it to get what you want
But when the truth comes out it's confusing
And everyone can see what you are
When it gets ugly
(And oh my, it is ugly)
Now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
The truth will set you free
From the things that you should leave
That you always thought you'd need
At least that's what I have seen
That the truth will set you free
From the things that you should leave
That you always thought you'd need
At least that's what I believe
Beauty is a useful illusion
You can use it to get what you want
But when the truth comes out it's confusing
And everyone can see what you are
Your beauty is a useful illusion
I know you use it to get what you want
But when the truth comes out it's confusing
And everyone can see what you are
When it gets ugly
(And oh my, it is ugly)
Now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
now let's get ugly
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2. |
Catastrophe Magnet
02:52
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Catastrophe magnet
The mistake incubator
An apocalypse bandit
Thank you very much i will not see you later
A real life torture device
Also a demolitions expert
I’m a part time antichrist
The revenge of the unpaid intern
Can you feel that lightning in the sky
I can see through you like a poltergeist
I had a long dream that I would die
But I just woke up for the first time in my life
Can you feel that lightning in the sky
I can see through you like a poltergeist
I had a long dream that I would die
But I just woke up for the first time in my
Life is fleeting
So misleading
Tired of being
Turned into a demon
Life is fleeting
So misleading
Tired of being
Turned into a demon
Or a…
Catastrophe magnet
The mistake incubator
An apocalypse bandit
Thank you very much i will not see you later
A real life torture device
Also a demolitions expert
I’m a part time antichrist
The revenge of the unpaid intern
Can you feel that lightning in the sky
I can see through you like a poltergeist
I had a long dream that I would die
But I just woke up for the first time in my life
Can you feel that lightning in the sky
I can see through you like a poltergeist
I had a long dream that I would die
But I just woke up for the first time in my
Life is fleeting
So misleading
Tired of being
Turned into a demon
Life is fleeting
So misleading
Tired of being
Turned into a demon
Life is fleeting
So misleading
Tired of being
Turned into a demon
Life is fleeting
So misleading
Tired of being
Turned into a demon
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3. |
Hypocrite Wisdom
03:06
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All us children think the same
Always find something to blame
We don’t hear the words we sing
To the songs on the radio
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it up
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it
Up like a fire on the fourth of July
Or up like a high for the very first time
Maybe up like an airliner riding the sky
Or up like your hand when you’re waving goodbye
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it
Up where you go to cry all night
Over the same old thing for the millionth time
Or up like you throw when you try to imbibe
Cause the excess intake don’t feel fine
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it up
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it
Up like where your body goes
Into the tractor beam of a UFO
It burns like hell and it moves so slow
If you wanna meet God, better let them know
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it up
I don’t care what’s right or wrong
Give me everything I want
No, I could never have enough
So run it back and turn it up
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4. |
The Bite and the Blood
03:04
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My heart is a graveyard
Where secrets go to die
An emotional warzone
And I’m stepping through the mines
Do you have a bandage?
I got a pretty nasty bite
And I think you know why
My heart is a graveyard
Where secrets go to die
An emotional warzone
And I’m stepping through the mines
Do you have a bandage?
I got a pretty nasty bite
And I think you know why
So I guess this is sweet goodbye
Farewell, so long, goodnight
A voice cracks through the sky
And it wants to know what I’ve done with my life
I stand by my crimes
And if love’s what you want, I’ve paid my price
I’ve got none left; bled out, bone dry
I don’t even have a single tear left to cry, why?
My heart is a graveyard
Where secrets go to die
An emotional warzone
And I’m stepping through the mines
Do you have a bandage?
I got a pretty nasty bite
And I think you know why
My heart is a graveyard
Where secrets go to die
An emotional warzone
And I’m stepping through the mines
Do you have a bandage?
I got a pretty nasty bite
And I think you know why
Cause of the...
The want and the need
The you and the me
The did and the should
The bite and the blood
Cause of the want and the need
Cause of the you and the me
Cause of the did and the should
Cause of the bite and the blood
Cause of the want and the need
Cause of the you and the me
Cause of the did and the should
Cause of the bite and the blood
Cause of the want and the need
Cause of the you and the me
Cause of the did and the should
Cause of the bite and the blood
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5. |
Being the Heretic
04:04
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Wake up late, stay inside
Fall asleep til I die
Lotta things on my mind
Every day of my life
What is wrong, what is right?
How can I stay alive?
Why would I waste my time
Now that I’ve realized
That I can’t keep the faith
No way
And I won’t wait another day
Cause I can’t keep the faith
No way
And I won’t wait another day
Don’t take this personally
It’s not you, it’s cause of me
I don’t know how to believe
And that’s my cue to leave
Don’t take it personally
It’s not you, it’s cause of me
I don’t know how to believe
And that’s my cue to leave
Cause I can’t keep the faith
No way
And I won’t wait another day
Cause I can’t keep the faith
No way
And I won’t wait another day
La da da
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6. |
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I need some excitement
To spice up my humdrum life
I need that indictment
I wanna help rile up a riot
I need compelling fiction
Cause I have a strong addiction
I need compelling fiction
Please give me two tickets to the crucifixion
I really don’t wanna miss it
Two tickets to the crucifixion
Can I see somebody kill him?
Two tickets to the crucifixion
Do you think he really did it?
Two tickets to the crucifixion
Can I see somebody kill him?
Cause I need some excitement
To spice up my humdrum life
I need that indictment
I wanna help rile up a riot
I need compelling fiction
Cause I have a strong addiction
I need compelling fiction
Please give me two tickets to the crucifixion
I really don’t wanna miss it
Two tickets to the crucifixion
Can I see somebody kill him?
Two tickets to the crucifixion
Do you think he really did it?
Two tickets to the crucifixion
Can I see somebody kill him?
Cause it’s trauma time, trauma time
Yeah it’s trauma time, trauma time
So let’s get traumatized, traumatized
Let’s get traumatized, traumatized
Cause it’s drama time, drama time
Yeah it’s drama time, drama time
So let’s get dramatized, dramatized
Let’s get dramatized, dramatized
Cause it’s trauma time, trauma time
Yeah it’s trauma time, trauma time
So let’s get traumatized, traumatized
Let’s get traumatized, traumatized
Cause it’s drama time, drama time
Oh! It’s drama time, drama time
So let’s get dramatized, dramatized
Let’s get dramatized
Ow!
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7. |
Whisper Clique
05:19
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I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
What constitutes abuse?
Cause I know trauma too
When you use that word for things that are not true
It makes a system shake
That fought to be in place
When you co-opt it for your selfish hate
New pandora’s box in my pocket
I’m trying not to open it up
I find the nearest body of water
And scream out loud til I’ve had enough
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
This cultural malady
Will eat us all with ease
When we go grab the gun before we speak
And now I have one too
Cause I’m playing by the rules
And if I have to, I’ll point it and shoot
Now this is the war that you wanted
You play with people like they are dolls
And now we are a little more haunted
And now we cannot call off the dogs
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
So weaponize your words
Give me all your worst
Twist the truth up, I want it to hurt
I’m sick of looking back
I’m far too old for that
Cause one day all of us will turn to ash
Buried by the lies and the secrets
Frankly I think I’ve had enough
So I will make myself a real family
And one with people that I can trust
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
You got a shit list feels like it never ends
You’ve got a whole lot of enemies and not many friends
And you will never dig out of this hole you’re in
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
I got a shit list you can get off or on
And if you make that you can take that to heart
I got a shit list and you got Judas lips
Cause everything is true inside the whisper clique
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8. |
Mental Spectacle
03:11
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I can’t live in my head forever
But it’s so nice when I have control
Real life is boring so I like movies
Where everything happens how it’s supposed to go
I’m so lonely and I’m so tired
And everyone I know including me is a liar
Why do we hide the wayward desire?
We will lose our minds just trying to keep staying alive
Everything is meant to end some time
Very little lasts for your whole life
It’s shorter than you think but also longer than you’d like
Oh witness it live tonight
I can’t live in my head forever
But it’s so nice when I have control
Real life is boring so I like movies
Where everything happens how it’s supposed to go
I’m so lonely and I’m so tired
And everyone I know including me is a liar
Why do we hide the wayward desire?
We will lose our minds just trying to keep staying alive
Everything is meant to end some time
Very little lasts for your whole life
It’s shorter than you think but also longer than you’d like
Oh witness it live tonight
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9. |
Claustrophobia
04:07
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I feel the walls, they’re closing in
I’m out of time once again
A new mistake that I will make
Death defying great charade
All of the stunts have left me stunted
Tired of hiding, tired of running
All of a sudden: the second coming
I’m in the basement, basically gutted
(A whole lot)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(A whole lot)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(A whole lot)
I got claustrophobia let me out right now
Cause I got claustrophobia
Stuck inside to air-quotes work on myself
Feels like mind games and not very much else
Box me in cause you don’t know what I mean
The setting is changing but it’s the same exact scene
Every time
(A whole lot)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(A whole lot)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(A whole lot)
I got claustrophobia let me out right now
Cause I got claustrophobia
(A whole lot)
(My whole life)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(My whole life)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(My whole life)
I got claustrophobia let me out right now
Cause I got claustrophobia
(My whole life)
Gotta get in where you fit in til you can’t get out
With all the lies that you keep living inside your mouth
The day you can’t remember your real name could be now
Or maybe tomorrow, when you
Gotta get in where you fit in til you can’t get out
With all the lies that you keep living inside your mouth
The day you can’t remember your real name could be now
Oh maybe tomorrow
I’ll scratch at the walls
Until I make a hole
Then I’ll trudge through the mud
For how long I don’t know
But when I make it across that border
I will have no more shame
And I’ll open my arms to the rain
And my name is Andy Dufresne
(My whole life)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(My whole life)
I got claustrophobia let me out
(My whole life)
I got claustrophobia let me out right now
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10. |
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Devoid of love and cursed to live
A natural actor who’s doomed to win
How does it feel to have it all and still be so hollow?
I know you fooled those poor folks
Well if you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time, all the time
But that’s fine
Cause I won’t know how I’m damaged til I’m damned
And I will try to make it right but I just can’t
And I will pull out of the knives out of my back
That only I could craft
Well if you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time, all the time
(Yo, yo)
How you adjusting losing that friend to customs? I question self
Love dry spells within the rut, maybe death
The fester of vanity within all of your touch
Brushes go still, never question the borders we instill
I seethe with anger, I’m the danger, need God’s will
See through all the wishes we bought, history costs
Kai the maker of each qualm turned steady
But in my mind I’m shackled by all this pain that you left me
I said I don’t wanna live a lie no more
If I try, my whole life isn’t mine, now it’s yours
I said I don’t wanna live a lie no more
But If I try my whole life isn’t mine
Well if you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time
If you wanna tell a lie, gotta live it til you die
Hide that secret from the people in your life all the time, all the time
I said I don’t wanna live a lie no more
If I try, my whole life isn’t mine, now it’s yours
I said I don’t wanna live a lie no more
But if I try, my whole life isn’t mine, now it’s yours
I said I don’t wanna live a lie no more
But if I try, my whole life isn’t mine, now it’s yours
I said I don’t wanna live a lie no more
But if I try my whole life isn’t mine
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11. |
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Good morning this is my nightmare
I hope that you got some rest
I was having a nice dream last night
And I wish I had overslept
But my life keeps passing me by
And everyone keeps saying goodbye
But I gotta keep moving on
Cause that’s how I keep myself alive
(Ooh)
Am I a pariah?
Am I just stuck downhill on an uphill battle?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just fucked for a little while?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just stuck downhill on an uphill battle?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just fucked?
Good morning this is my nightmare
It feels just like real life here
Same stupid stench of shame and regret
Same stupid hopes and fears
So I will follow my bad nose blindly
To whatever trouble that may find me
And I will never once look behind me
If I can ever get out of here
(Oh!)
Am I a pariah?
Am I just stuck downhill on an uphill battle?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just fucked for a little while?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just stuck downhill on an uphill battle?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just fucked?
(Oh…)
Am I a pariah?
Am I just stuck downhill on an uphill battle?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just fucked for a little while?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just stuck downhill on an uphill battle?
Am I a pariah?
Am I just fucked?
And I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Yeah I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Oh yeah I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Oh yeah I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Yeah I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Oh yeah I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Oh yeah I think I’ve had enough
Can somebody wake me up?
Oh yeah I think I’ve had enough
Cause everything here is fucked
Cause I’m a pariah
Cause I’m just stuck downhill on an uphill battle
Cause I’m a pariah
Cause I’m just fucked, I’m fucked, oh, everything is fucked
Cause I’m a pariah
Cause I’m just stuck downhill on an uphill battle
Cause I’m a pariah
And I’m just—
I will never get out of here, ever get out
If I could ever get out of here, ever get out
If I could ever get out of here, ever get out
If I could ever get out of here, ever get out
But I will never get out of here, never get out
Cause I could never get out of here, never get out
If I could ever get out of here, ever get out
If I could ever get out of here, ever get out
But I will never get out of here, never get out of here
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12. |
Reverse Journey
03:31
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(You are recording)
Take me somewhere nice
Somewhere far away and quiet
Somewhere I can see the lights
Somewhere just like paradise
So I can throw it all away
Be all angry and complain
Because nothing is the same
Like it was from where I came
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
But there’s no way I can
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
Oh, I’d rather that, but I know
Everything must go
I would stay right here
And live this same day for years
Until I had no more fear
And the next steps all were clear
But I have to charge ahead
Filled with existential dread
Because it all makes no sense
Because it’s all meaningless
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
But there’s no way I can
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
Oh, I’d rather that, but I know
Everything must go
Right now is the past
And the future never lasts
One day I’ll be looking back
At this person that I am
And then I will grit my teeth
As I raise my voice to sing
Until my time is complete
And I’m swallowed by the beast
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
But there’s no way I can
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
Oh, I’d rather that, but I know
Everything must go (Oh!)
I’d rather come back
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
But there’s no way I can
I would rather come back
I would rather come back
Yeah! I’d rather that, but I know
Everything must go…
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